Monday, October 3, 2016

About the Physical

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About the Physical

I saw you.
Your heels went: “click, click”
And I turned.
It was you.
I saw your legs,
I saw your thighs
And my mind knew,
Without seeing your face
It was you.

I got to your chest,
And I remembered those nights.
It was you.
I didn’t need to see your face.
There was no getting away,
My brain didn’t forget
Those times of desire and flesh.

I got to your face.
Flawless makeup,
Perfect eyes,
Perfect profile.

My heart went haywire
And I froze.
I broke all over again.
My mouth didn’t know what to say,
And I wondered if I could go back
To those days,
Where I became so hurt
And had to walk away.

I would never ask you,
I know we’re far away.
But my mind is a disaster
Thinking in past tense
Of the present we didn’t get to forget.
And it hurts.

I got to work and I cried.
Nine months, I told a friend,
And my tears still roll
For the woman who broke my heart
And was supposed to be my wife.


©2016 Cassandra Huidobro

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